Thoughts while traveling

Where to start?

What am I doing right now as I type this out? Well, a great question I’m in the Miami International Airport on my way back to my little apartment in Brandon, FL. All while I am dancing in my seat listening to my traveling mix on Spotify. But back to the real reason, I am writing this.

Do you ever feel like your mind is running a mile a minute, but your body is like bitch sit your ass down?

I have that feeling right now. Going on vacation for 3 weeks was great but now as I am making my way back home, God all I’m thinking about is all the shit I forgot to do before I left.

Right now in particular I am thinking about how I completely forgot to throw my honeydew melon, and I PRAY that I don’t have fruit flies because they are the worst and hard to get rid of.

*~*~*Open to suggestions on getting rid of them if you know. Leave a comment!!!! PLEASE*~*~*

Or how I think that I left my patio door open. Or praying that the package that was inconveniently delivered to my apartment even after I had my mail put on hold and asked for it, to be held is still at my front door not destroyed by the rain, especially since I have been waiting on this package since NOV!

I love traveling, but I hate the getting there part. The crowds, the crying kids which I understand they are babies, the delayed flights, the people that DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SAY EXCUSE ME apparently that is fucking foreign even to Americans.

And personally fucking boundaries people CHEESE AND RICE PEOPLE!!! They don’t fucking exist when traveling. If I want someone up my ass all the time, I would get a man, dog, or have a kid. MAYBE ALL 3!!!

 

To My MHR GIRLS!!!

No one has the power to shatter your dreams unless you give it to them!!! 

 

Every group of friends has that one experience that, no matter where you are you carry it with you for life. I don’t know what the future will bring, joy, pain, love, heartbreak, but right now its bright. The one thing I know for sure is, my girls will be there for it all, to guide, give advice, or just be that listening soul and tell me everything is going to be alright. You give me the permission to be who I am, and I am going to be me. We are going to be us – Fun, Loving, Laughing, Worthy, Magical, Beautiful US!

 

I love you lovely ladies!!!

Bucket List

So I recently had my 33rd birthday October 9th and I decided that in my 33rd year that I am going to take back my life. Starting with a so called “Bucket List” now I will continue to update this list with new things and mark off the ones that I have completed.

 

I am just tired of crying myself to half sleeps at night. They say time will make it heal but I don’t feel like that it true. With time you just learn to deal with the pain, the heartache, the loss experienced.

So on to my List…

  1. Do something that completely scares me. (Diving with Sharks)
  2. Go on a Cruise as a passenger not a employee
  3. Become a Certified Scuba Diver which will help me with #1
  4. Set foot on each of the seven continents.
  5. Ride something bigger than a horse maybe start with a horse first since I haven’t rode a horse ever.
  6. Climb one of the world’s Seven Summits
  7. Participate in a Carnival parade in Brazil
  8. Dance tango in Argentina.
  9. Learn to Surf.
  10. SCUBA the Great Barrier Reef
  11. Publish an article about my travels
  12. Photograph an endangered species
  13. Participate in the Burning Man (August 26th – Sept 3rd, 2018, It only happens once a year. It is an I, Robot Theme. Note to self tickets are pretty expensive $425 +$80)
  14. Share my Domestic Violence Story. (10/20/17 with Ms. Shayla Green for her DV piece) I will post the details of that in a blog post
  15. Travel to Germany to experience Love Parade
  16. Partake in a Japanese tea ceremony
  17. Go to Oktoberfest in Germany (October 2018)
  18. Shake hands with someone who has truly changed a country (I may need some help with this one)
  19. Participate in the world’s biggest water fight during Thailand’s New Year’s festivities (Songkran)
  20. Achieve my version of my ideal body
  21. Fly in a hot air balloon
  22. Volunteer
  23. Do a professional photo shoot for a cause near and dear to my heart.
  24. Complete the Kindness Challenge
  25. Complete the Gratitude Challenge
  26. Leave the world better than when I came into it. (This may take me, my entire lifetime but I am determined

*~*~* I will blog about each of these on the list when I start to complete them*~*~*